Lick my foot cos' I'm gonna shove it down ya ass!

My ending piece

2006-10-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

Finally found the urge to blog and I realised that I have loads to blog about.

Ass week just ended not too long ago and though I had done well for a few subjects, I'm totally disappointed with my sciences. Chem and Bio paper were both C+s, and this isnt the first time I've gotten such a grade for assessment papers for the same subjects. And guess what, I'm probably gonna take them next year.. I think. Ironic how the worst 2 papers are what I'll be taking.. Chem is a definite. Bio.. Not so sure. I dont know how to view the crap grades. I studied for both subjects, though probably not as much as some people, but I actually went into the exam feeling confident, but ended up taking two mouthfuls of my pride. Is that a sign of complacency orr a timely awakening that i really am not meant for sciences?

But you know what they say, it ain't all about the grades. But it's hard to ignore the fact that my chem and bio sucks, and perhaps an ambition is too premature for such an age, or its just my inability to focus. Well, I'll just stick around and work hard till I gain enlightenment. Hopefully I wont be just saying that.

Well anyway, grades are dead stuff. Probably bring us some momentary goodness, and on other cases, longer doses of pain. But after all, its the process that counts, and that I agree. Which brings me to 03.

In all honesty, there's alot of animosity in this class. Which could be regrettable, for what a wonderful class this would make if peace were all abound. But i guess, this class wouldn't be the very same o5ipo3 without the squabblings and the "Jason you suck la!", a few screwed up hormones and i guess the tears that we've shed in and outside the class. I still wish that we would all be more honest with one another, and hopefully treat each other with true respect and like another family member(This I learnt from chao ping, whom i will talk about later).

Well one thing which I think we can all be happy about is that I think this year, the class is a little more bonded than last year and hopefully, if this trend continues, we'll all be one big family by the end of 4 years :D Haha. There are alot of friendships in the class which will be cherished and remembered for years to come but I think that the thing that I'll miss most about the class is the presentations. Frankly, we do presentations unlike any other, erm, no thanks to me though cause I kinda suck at ppt haha. And come to think of it, I think the person that I admire most in the class is wendy. Her work rate and creativity are phenomenal and the thing is that whenever you are in her group, you just know that you are gonna do so well even before work begins. But its not just that. Alot of people can have high work rate and creativity, but its very rare to see somebody with that and not obsessive with grades. I think she wants high grades too but I think it's her ability to accept grades and her humility that seperates her from the rest of the cohort. Also, she's athletic and probably the only 150er who can jump so high. hahahahaha. And who can say that they dislike her? I don't think anyone in the class does. Probably all of us have alot of respect for her. Haha all the best wendy.

Well.. Think it was only this year that we discovered our other forte.. PE! Again, nobody does PE like 03! We missed last year's IP cup by abit, were determined to get it this year and we got it:D Captain's ball during PE will always be great fun because it's a sport that all can play and nobody really knows who will win so everybody shows that fighting spirit. The girls know they can beat the guys on the other team, albeit Jason's wonderful smacking. Ohwell, at least we'll still be doing PE together next year so that's just great:D haha

Anw, there's still the chalet to look forward to! Events like that will come and go, and so will our past two years, but i hope that the memories will stay on forever. Which is also why I really hope the chalet will be a blast!

So I guess even though we'll be missing each other's company for most of the time next year, since our subject combi would vary, but hopefully we'll continue making progress with our class and keep the o3 spirit alive!

DOTA

I know that we'll have less time for each other, but absence makes the heart grow fonder right? And I guess that'll just mean more notebooks:P

On a more recent note, training has resumed, which is great haha. The team is feeling more like a team and not individuals and I really felt the warmth that night when we huddled together in a tight circle. EngPing's speech about honesty in the team and acceptance for one another really opened the team's hearts. I strongly believe that in time, we will become a closely bonded team which has no secrets and who will play for one another. And i must start learning how to play for my teammates and rely on each other in the game because playing as a team is much better than playing for a team. Its the team that truly matters in the end and not the individual. That I must remember.

Anyway, I'm really looking forward to the Malaysia Trip, not only because we get to play competitive games against strong teams but also I know that these trips have never failed to bond the team closer. This time it'll be a 6 or 7 days trip which entails 3 states so i think it'll be even more amazing. And I wanna thank ep, if you are reading, for your whole hearted commitment to the team and passion for the sport. It has motivated me and I appreciate all that you've done.

It has been a long post. Goodnight.

2006-08-22T17:52:00.000+08:00

Thanks for being the greatest teacher of my life, by being a role model of how a person SHOULD NEVER BE, so that I'll keep myself in check. If my character resembles yours, I'd really be quite screwed up.

And for all your shimmering comments, thank you, but I, and I'm sure alot of others, will really prefer if you shut the hell up and mind your own effing business.

One more time and I'll find a glue gun somewhere.

2006-08-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

My birthday was great!

Haha it was very amusing how only 1 of my presents were not related to soccer. hahahahaha just to let you all know, I love all of them very much :D Thank you all of you - Jia, Eesha, Mohammad, Edmund, Jason, Doris, Reg, Elaine, Wee Teng, Wendy, Joanne, Cat, Bro, Yingzhi, Cheryl, Kai Sheng, Peng Tiong, Samantha, Maye, Daniel, Gu Gu, Wen jian, Cheng Xiang, and all the other ppl :D

Well.. couldn't complain about the company. :D And I had a great time doing all those stuff.. Man it's hard to blog. Ohwell the gist is that I'm happy and very glad that I have you and everybody around who cares. What more can one ask for? :D

2006-06-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

What a wonderful remix!!! :D but the video isn't for the song i think.. BUT still!

Enjoy!

2006-06-19T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hey hey I'm back! Wahaha. Sounds so much like me talking to myself.

WELL! Father's Day just passed and my sis and I cooked brunch like we did for Mother's Day, except that that time was breakfast. We actually thought of it the day before when we were out shopping with my parents.. Den suddenly.. TOMORROW'S FATHER'S DAY! AHHH den we bought a card and thought of cooking lor cause dun need to prepare much. Think we're more elaborate on these days as compared to their birthdays. Aiyah same thing :D So we waited for them to go out for their sunday yoga session den we raided the kitchen! My sis made her pizza bread and i cooked cooked noodles and err.. anyhow fry egg? haha BUT STILL TASTED NOT BAD.

The any how cook but hey not bad! Egg with mushroom.. haha wanted to cook an OMELETTE at first but one must be flexible. haha i followed how the western stall uncle did it but obviously something went wrong ahaha. Aiyah same la :)

The card which we picked! haha love these type of cards

The marvellous noodles :D Abit dry though=/

My sis' pizza bread with mushroom! See isn't she brilliant :D

Fondue with honeydew and strawberries! The chocolate was disappointing though sigh.

heh. Not bad right!

Well it was very filling =) and my dad liked it so that's most impt:D

And i spend the rest of memorable part of the day filing.

Well.. The world cup has commenced and i gotta say it's excellent:D This world cup was much better than the last! In terms of goals and in terms of playing style! The opening match was a stunner. Germany totally owned the game.. Love them :D GO GERMANY!

And England.. hmm. top 8 la.

Top 4 will be Spain, Argentina, Brazil, and Germany ! Let's see heh.

The holidays has been very very different from the past few that i can rmb.. hardly soccer trngs, only had 3 this holiday and i'm really missing training! anw, not much hwk also, except for that very nicely packaged holiday package (wow that person who collated must be very gd) and stats and chinese du shu bao gao which.. I havent wrote. Very slack holiday and loving it :D Went out quite alot too and yes nods, there's really quite little to do in singapore! never thought i would say it but.. ohwell guess the next time i can be like this is .. next year's June hols.. NO. we have common tests! AHHH.

2006-05-22T08:33:00.000+08:00

And so term 2 - the term which many of us deemed we wouldn't be able to live through - is coming to an end. I don't think PSLE was THAT HARD YOU KNOW and since PSLE was the biggest hurdle, it follows that this was kinda like the most hectic time for me and alot of us.

National Schools (Gone)
Term 2 Assessment week (Gone, with great relief)
Funtasia (Gone)
Weather Project
TA (okay i just reminded myself i still have work left)

Doesn't seem very hectic when you list them down like that but yepp almost killed me. Well I would have died a happy soul anyway. Looking back, I realised that this term was very fulfilling, esp for soccer. Though we didn't qualify for semis, but the spirit and never say die attitude we showed forged together with our strong bonds and erm discriminations(haha) of this team is something that no one else will ever understand or feel. That's why its very easy for all of us to sacrifice so much for the team without wanting anything in return.

The seniors have done a great job in guiding the juniors. Well with that much passion, you can hardly go wrong. And even if you do, there wouldn't be any regrets! Well if there's one thing i learnt from all those hours of team sessions, its the thing about only living this life once and living it to the fullest. There're alot of things out there which alot of us are apprehensive about, due to insecurities or what not. Well we were at our happiest when we were young so to a certain extent, STOP GROWING UP if growing up entails you to be sullen, caught up in the mad flow of things forever and always being angry or fretting! SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE SMILE and do what you want (legal) to do!

Yes June is a time for play!
So let's all come and say!
See you goodbye tata MAY!
For it is the time to repay
all the lost nights and days
with PLAY PLAY PLAY!

abit random. but who cares!

Anw, cheer up:D push up those cheeks of yours and turn that frown into a smile!

BTW JUST A REMINDER: your displacement's really not going to be 0. Oh man. what a pity:(

2006-03-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

Okay i really don't know how long i can hold out.

This is really getting out of my control and there's really too much stuff to handle. Oh darn it. I'm sorry I sound so pessimistic but I'm really contributing too little to so many stuff.

Nvm Nationals in 1 week! How great is that! Anw, I wanna thank you for being my comfort. :)

Alright, now back to work.

Johor Soccer Trip 2006

2006-03-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

Okay I honestly doubt anyone would read this since this blog has been dead and buried for close to 2 months.. Well NO TIME! Oh well i highly doubt I'd blog again after this till June Holidays (CAN U SMELL IT ALREADY? I can't.) Mad rush for stuff in term 2. This is a sincere apology to the weather project group! I'm sorry I didn't attend so many meetings throughout the course of the project especially this year and well. I'll try harder la. More actions than words i hope.

On a happier note..

Johor Soccer Trip 2006!

This is the highly anticipated trip:) Contrary to the previous Malacca trip, this time we went with tennis and netball.. Well it didnt start off very well because the bus couldnt make it and we had to change 1? 2? no i think a million buses before reaching the resort. Ohwell at least we reached the place safely. After a brief rest, the respective CCAs set off to the Johor Sports School for the respective matches and i guess we were all rather unsettled.

1st Friendly - Sports School

They were pretty good, their diagonal balls were quite excellentand their first touch was sublime! Hmmm.. I didnt start but I felt we played quite well regardless of the 4-0 scoreline, though it dipped towards the end of the firsthalf. This sports school team wasn't as good and strong as the malacca state team but comparatively, it was a much better performance than the previous friendlies especially cjc. We had a pool session at night and the food in the hostel SUCKED i'm sorry. :(

2nd Friendly - Ulu unknown team

WOOHOO i started this game! These guys looked bigger than those sports school players so I thought they would be better. But it turned out that the sports school team was weaker. Well no matter, we still played the match to our game. We started off well, and kept the pressure on them all throughout. We attacked alot and as we heeded coach's advice, our game became simpler and efficient. Raymond was BRILLIANT in that game! He deserved the captains armband through and through, his headers were all placed in, his aggression was right, his distribution was good his tactical sense was fantastic.. It was quite clearly one of the best games he has ever played! Good JOB RAYMOND! :D

Well i think my engine got hole. As the game progressed I kinda died out, especailly towards the end of the first half. Sigh my fitness clearly needs improving. So does my crosses and darn I really need the extra self trainings. I got screwed by a few people during and after the game even though we won 2-0 and played brilliantly and rightly so. The rest are putting in so much and really, feeling tired is hardly an excuse- who doesnt! "I can't move on. I move on." I must realise that soccer's a team game and everybody's tired but I have to move on, for myself, or at the very least, for the team.

I went back and realised that no matter what happens in the last friendly the next day, I will do my best and play my game. Alot of mistakes came from me being unsure and scared of continuing my run of mistakes. Ohwell we had this 'Praising one another" session by the pool that night right after the match and well i didnt get much praise (SIAN) but i think the comments they gave were constructive and for the best of me. So thank you guys!

Well on a happier note.. THAT WAS MY FIRST FULL MATCH! First TOTAL 90 ! OH MAN! HOW I LOVE IT:D I've been dreaming about it for so long.. Thanks coach!

Third Friendly - Sports School

We had another friendly with the sports school and we started off where we ended the previous day =) It was really nice to see the guys working keeping in shape, communicating really well and playing to the game. Aaron was spectacular in this game and he really showed us how much the game and the team meant to him through his aggression and fighting spirit. It was really great Aaron! Terence scored a wonderful lob haha which was good for him cause he'd been wanting it for so long. But i feel our keepers need to buck up so all the best!

They scored 2 before the first half ended and I came in in the second half! Haha its always a joy to play for NJC! Ken pulled one back for us shortly after and from then on we just played better. Towards the end, there was this moment when i received the ball and pushed the ball in front of the guy, beating him, The joy and shiokness was uncomprehensible. Den i managed to send a cross in which bounced and forced the defender to handball! PENALTY! Darren scored the resulting penalty and shortly after the final whistle went! Haha the feeling was great.

Well I should know better than to be complacent because i am one of the few who has nothing to be complacent about and has much more to improve on. If all of us continue to work hard and progress on from this trip, I'm sure we will be much better and our performance will improve.

This might sound dangerously girly, but I love NJC SOCCER TEAM - My second home!

K see u all in June

2006-01-07T09:02:00.000+08:00

Time to clear the 1 month+ cobweb!

School has been quite.. alright i guess in the first week. Not too much homework.. YET (after 1 year in IP, i'm sensible enough not to use the first week to gauge the other remaining 51 weeks.) and i think we got some really good teachers like ms wong and mr cheng and mr tan! Speaking of which, I'm gonna be his teaching assistant! Wahaha! Oh ya, we'll be having 2 PE sessions every week! Too bad michelle declined the post of PE rep.. Nvm! she'll love sports soon enough..

I was actually awaiting for school to reopen because really, 2 months of continuous play is quite enough and kinda miss the class during the hols.. So yeah good to be back! EXCEPT FRIDAY'S TIMETABLE IS REALLY QUITE SCREWED UP.. double double periods, no pe, lunch at 1050, and we end school at 430! very sian.

Hmm.. Had a friendly against NUS ytd and even though the 4-1 scoreline wasn't quite good i think we all played rather well.. It was supposed to be somewhat like a make or break match cause ms ho said after the game she would cut players but nth happened.. Anyway hope my ankle recovers soon enough so that i can strengthen it and cont trng.. Life's really quite.. sadistic in the sense that it gave me a friendly on FRIDAY aka the worst day of the week and let me run high on confidence for like less den 10 mins before putting me out for weeks.. AYE! Nvm looking at he bright side of things, at least I am forced to stay at home and do stuff that i usually wouldn't do.. like blog.

Well the most impt thing now is to get back into form so thankfully it was just a ligament pull and nth too serious so i expect a fast recovery.. after which it would be time to fight for a place again

Soccer revelation

2005-11-29T15:03:00.000+08:00

Trainings are tiring me off but turning me on at the same time! Life is all about balance and yes a balance i have =P Ms Ho came to find me after training today, while I was eating in school, so that shocked me a little. And yes, I shall strive to become a more thinking player, in which aspect I am currently lacking.. alot. I find myself out of position as we switch from attack to defence, mostly in no man's land and while i stand there wondering where the hell I should go to now and who the heck to mark, I usually end up praying that the defence can somehow cover me and that me standing so out of position WILL definitely catch the opponents off guard when our defence sprays the ball.. but usually they get so much space, i end up the guilty party. AYE.

Anyway, she came to find me cause.. well. My game's improving, which is good, but something is quite severely lacking. She understands what I suck at so ended up telling me how to improve my defending and tracking back, and left me with lots to think about before the friendly tml, and most imptly in the longer run, securing my place in the team. Really thank Ms Ho for coming to find me and talk about my game.. Had always wanted to ask coach about it but well.. Procrastination. But nvm abt that for now=D

Hmmm.. Yes I'm gonna make the best out of this! And if any juniors are reading my blog, which is oh-so-not-possible, please do consider joining soccer! =D Cause I'm very lonely:(

HAHA! Okay.. Well there's still the europe trip to work hard for! Alll the best njcgeographers! =)

2005-11-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

Okay its been quite some time since I last blogged so yes I'll blog..

Because its been so long, I'll blog on random stuff that happened during the abscence of blogging and actually stayed in the low capacity memory space available.. 1 gb only. Yes *shakes head*.

1st memorable stuff

It was a Saturday afternoon, and my family was getting home from shopping. The moment i stepped out of the car, and the moment I saw this guy, or rather the guy's shirt, I started laughing.

"I'm single and ready to mingle"

Haha! Okay might not be a big deal but it made me laugh real hard, albeit weird stares from my sister of course. And.. that guy was not that manly, so yeah that upped the amusement.

On to other stuff,

www.numanuma.com , courtesy of Mr Tan's recommendation. Haha to prepare you for chicken little.

ANDDD! PSLE results this thurs! Oh the excitement! I remember when I had to take it. AND getting into commonwealth and not chinese high was.. I dunno why but a relief to me then. Yes.. Now that p6ers actually make their choices AFTER the results, no more fun :( Okay the results are still there, but there's no suspense over which school you're actually going to and whether you would actually have to take your last choice! And den you'll die of course.

Ohwell.

Training's been quite heavy but FUN. Yes fun! Alot of stuff to improve on, but yes I'm very happy:)

Speaking of happy, I've been very happy nowadays:) Finished the rented vcds, completed my Da Chang Jin marathon, trainings, basketball turned dai dee session with sec school friends, Harry Potter movie, Cheryl getting into XIAO YUAN SUPERSTAR! haha, and aeio!

Oh.. AND! After my sister played it in the car, I'm falling in love with "I don't wanna miss a thing'! And Heaven is really nice too.. Okay i know they are quite old, BUT NICE NEVERTHELESS!

Hmm..that's about all!

2005-11-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

Before you even know it, 2 weeks of hols has flown past.

Been very tired lately, I really should sleep more but SOMEHOW, I dun. There shouldn't be any reason at all for me to be unhappy, not unhappy unhappy but just not really much reason to be happy, or is there? SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Okay feeling better already. Nth better than a long sigh to

Anyway, rented and watched phantom of the opera today! (Okay i know i am like the last person to watch it) Its really nice though! The songs and the storyline were great! Should have catched it on theatre though. Ohwell. Better than nothing!

Hmmm.. Chalet was quite fun, though could've been better! Had fun nevertheless! =) Bowling at 1 buck per game was definitely shiokness beyond belief and bbq went on fine! Haha the cheese hotdog was nice! Nvm about the rain that came 3/4 through the bbq! SOCCER was splendid great fun! Jiahui's face kinda got whacked (ouch) and zhirong showed some glimpse of a potential rio ferdinand yeah! :PNext up.. Mahjong! Woah man so many ppl know how to play mahjong! PROded.. Haha! Ohwell, the card game wilbert intro-ed us was fun! Yes all but none:D

OH and russian ballet was nice too! Haha okay my life isnt that sad anymore!

Thank you EVERYONE for contributing to this chalet, all those who came even despite the great deal of convincing your parents and also all those who wanted to come but couldnt make it! In one way or another you all have made the chalet quite a success but next year, if we have one, it'll be better I promise! =)

love 03!

Slowly..

2005-11-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

Okay the holidays just started and I'm enjoying it =)

Was really nice to have found time to play bball again with benny, wenjian, eugene, yc and xavier.. Haha.. Its been quite some time since I last saw them.. tracing back to.. teachers day.

Ohwell. Sigh it's really sad to have things like that happening now. Hope all turns out well and.. sigh I dno what to say. Funny how I'm being made the comparison and.. okay.. I know i'm just going to go i dno la for all the questions i ask myself. So.. I shall shut up abt this.

Onto the next note!

Tml's induction! Looking forward to it! Haha.. Well imagine. The traumatised ones get to traumatise the future traumatisers even before they are traumatised! SO COOL! Okay anw i think its gna be real fun la with the many many station games and the wonderful clues haha..

Look what you've done!

2005-10-30T08:42:00.000+08:00

This is kinda late but ohwell.

Yes, there have been quite a few unhappy moments during the course of the year, but I can't seem to remember them.. (Told you forgetfulness was good) Rather, the good times still stay within radius of my frailing memory.The first year of IP has ended, leaving us really wondering "Huh. So fast meh?" I guess time zooms when you're really busy trying to stay alive with the never ending workload that I probably would never have experienced had I stayed on in Commonwealth. Hmmm.. Even though life in IP is really competitive and energy draining, i dun think any IPers would doubt that it was F.U.N. (F is for friends that do stuff together.. okay pardon me i just rmbed the song) and very fulfilling!

This is totally random but for you ppl who knows nuts about soccer, Man Utd lost 4-1 to Middlesborough. Time to roll on the floor and ahemLahemAahemUahemGahemHahem.

Hmmm.. I don't really think we felt that our class was one of the best at the start of the year ba, especially when we got Mr Ho scolding us so very often and our class was not quite bonded as one.. But as the days and months went by, our class became closer and more united through the many ups and downs that we've been through together as one.

This year has been quite an expereicen for me and I really really really hope 03 doesnt split next year! Hmm wanna thank everyone in 03, some more than others, for this wonderful IP year! Love 03!

2005-10-23T20:06:00.000+08:00

Screw you blogger for eating my posts twice.

2005-10-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

Okay blogger just ate my post about how much assessment week sucked..

Might be a sign that I shldn't think about it.. Ohwell I'm not gna blog abt the same thing..

Its your LOSS, not mine =) (okay kidding)

Okay I'm still gna blog back the same thing cause i dno what else to blog abt.

Ah. Assessment week has come and went, and almost brought me along to the molten magma of the earth's crust. One day I might be that speck of magma that works its way through the continental crust OR become an igneous rock. Kays. i shld shut up abt litho.

Well. Anw, it has been really bad. Kinda gave up all hope on doing well for it le.. After totally (yes totally) screwing up SPA, and making a mess out of the 'freaking easy and no kick' bio paper. Hmmm.. Yes Michelle, I will read the bloody question carefully next time. I willlllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. This is the worst eoy's i've ever takennnnnn.

Ohwell. Guess there's nth much that'll get accomplished through me talking about assessment week which is over, except for the eoy resolution that I'll work harder next year, since I've not really been putting in my best for studies this year. And considering that its me who's making the resolution, ha x 10^n. Odds of me remembering that resolution at the end of next year is almost equivalent to that of everton winning, no, drawing with chelsea.

AND. I needa rummage through my brain and find out that loose wire there thats making me incredibly blur & ultimately careless. The latter was my buddy for assessment week. Lemme tell you why. Throughout this year, I have:

Misread the question
Didnt even see the question
See the question and be SMUG and go 'HAHA! I SEE BEFORE! HAPPY!' and laugh at the paper while in actual fact, the paper doesnt understand why i am laughing since I got the &*(^&!#^&$&*!%!( domain wrong.
Miscalculated
Jump from the question paper to doing the experiment cause everyone started doing and ended up not realising that i have to find salt X and Y.
And many more.

A WARM ROUND OF APPLAUSE!

sucks.

Okay i've gotta go back to bio.. Needa do well to scrape an A..

And SPIRE..

OHWELL. BALLOON CAR VROOM VROOM!

2005-09-30T22:41:00.000+08:00

Okay!

This

Is

Gonna

Be

A

Short

Post.

Haha.. Okay that was quite random and quite opposite. Hmmm.. Alot of stuff happened this week.. GOOD STUFF:D Besides MI test, MA 1101 test, 1102 quiz and.. okay short term memory.

Well! Hmm.. Skit was damn fun! Very fun! hahahahaha! Plenty of impromptus from cat! Which worked out very well! She'll go s-l-o-w-l-y.. den go OHHHHHH.. and rmb her lines and cont. COOL! Hahaha.. and eesha was good too! Think we didnt need ears after all. My momma was even more momma den my real momma!

Anw, this skit was so diff from other skits! So much free role! And.. i couldnt really see anything cause the cyber glasses were blurry. Haha.. THANK YOU 03! You all did a great job for the skit! BE it production, script, management, props or acting, we all put in alot of effort and everyone felt super happy that we won 2nd even this has nothing to do with grades haha! But bonded the class:D

Hmm.. den after that.. next best thing for the week was today.. Thank you Mrs cheng for the full day off haha.. Got out balloon car done at kap this morning.. Phew. Haha.. Mrs Koh's an invaluable member of our team.. haha.. After balloon car was the movie! Corpse Bride was better than expected.. haha but also not THAT nice.. But different kind of movie that i would watch.. Ohwell not bad:D

Haha.. after the movie most of them went home!:( Jason, jiafang, Waw and me walked arnd abit den returned to sch for the talk which provided bad news. Ohwell. One more year to go..

:D

2005-09-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

It really hurts.

2005-09-14T19:33:00.000+08:00

You'll Never Walk Alone

When you walk through a storm

Hold you head up high

And don't be afraid of the dark.

At the end of a storm is a golden sky

And the sweet silver song of a lark.

Walk on through the wind,

Walk on through the rain,

Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.

Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart

And you'll never walk alone,

You'll never walk alone.

Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart

And you'll never walk alone,

You'll never walk alone.

Love this song alot! Supposed to be a christian song i think but it's also Liverpool's.. erm. let's see.. Team song? Yeah you get it. IF you dun, you'll get it.

During soccer camp in June, Ms Ho printed the lyrics and gave it to us before we walked thru the cemetery. Read through the lyrics seriously for the first time den started humming the song in my heart. Really gave me hope and courage to finish the walk and also, in other times of need of these two values.

AND NOW I NEED IT. To cope with work stress. And i think Mr Eng really hates me after today's lesson. "Kenneth you look like I just murdered your family and you want to take revenge." VERY FUNNY HOR. Heck.

Well. My tolerance was wearing thin and i just cant stand teachers who leave traces of their bad behaviour behind. Banging is not the way to leave a respected impression. SO, please dun be queer and laugh laugh laugh have i been late before den BANG! (ooh i spot a hole) YOU ALL BETTER NOT BE LATE NEXT TIME. Cause u will leave us feeling damn weird and cant

concentrate.

AHH. BE TOLERANT.

And. I will needa study hard before the promos are over and trng kicks HARD BACK IN. I hope i do.

2005-09-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

OBS was just over! Though it wasn't as physically and mentally challenging as previous camps, but it was still fun! Well, okay la. At least the instructors were cool and friendly but weird. cause not used to instructors not scolding and being harsh on participants but advising and making life easy for us. OHWELL.

Anyway, after OBS, had a nice sleep haha. AND CAMP 3ers BEWARE. 10 rounds.

Okay enough of OBS.

Slacked throughout today morning and went to collect IC and had interview with 2 EXTREMELY helpful and friendly social workers from TTSH thereafter. The interview went on real great and i felt that we got more than we expected. Well, HERE"S A BIG THANKYOU IF YOU"RE READING MY BLOG MRS LEE AND MS TAN! =) (okay what are the odds. But thanks anyway lol.)

Throughout the interview, we touched alot on the moral values of life and so on. Though 'moral values in life' doesn't really sound that great and really just a little sympathetic phrase to use, the things that she said made me realise that these issues really have a great bearing over humanity and gives me no reason to go agst humanity for 1.5 credits. It's cause life really is precious and there's no reason to shorten it just to ease a burden that should never be there if selfishness was replaced by some morality and gratitude.

ANDDDDD. After going through the interview and the interaction with the two social workers, social worker has just replaced opthlamologist as job no. 1. Comparing these 2, the basic principle is still to heal and care for ppl- Opthmologist to help regain people's sight and social worker to understand and counsel and give proper care to the traumatised and depressed patients. honestly, one of the reasons i wanted to be an opthlamologist is because its a higher classed profession and it pays well.

Though eyes are my interest, I don't really have a burning passion for it to be truthful. I'm not a practical person, but one thats rather nosey and wants to know and help others if possible. Though a social worker does not get as much pay as an eye surgeon, but life is not about good grades, good pay, good food, good materialistic lives and a splendid bungalow to retire with. Life is about pursuing your passion, doing what you really wanna do and not be bounded by mundane and unmeaningful standards set by others who are different from you. Money isnt everything. I've never entertained the idea of nosing and helping others for a living but its really a perfect match to what i'm good at.

Yepp. SOCIAL WORKER!!! =) So hyped up. =D

After that interview, i took the train from novena back to lakeside. Throughout the journey, i had 933 on. 闲歌记忆 was on and there was this letter about a guy named Stan who had this 7-year relationship with his girlfriend which started during their uni days. Before their 7th anniversary, everything was great and love-filled. But on his 7th year, his company decided to send him to England for a 1 year course. It's a good thing isnt it? Well his girlfriend cried. Said that she was scared to lose him. 1 year was a really long time. That guy didnt know what to do la. So he talked to his friends and they said she was just insecure and recommended that he propose to her since he loved her so much and it was already 7 years and that would give her assurance. She accepted la. But3 months after he went for the course, his sister called and said that she bumped into his gf in the mall but she pretended that she didnt see her and was with this guy other guy. He did not believe and tried to contact her. Cant get thru la. Den a few days later and e-mail was sent. Saying that she had a change of heart and was really happy with that guy. Said she was a woman who needed someone whom she could cling to and lie back on every single time. Ended the brief mail with a 我们分手吧. He was devastated la. Very sudden. And he could not even get a chance to salvage that relationship. He still loved her after that. But all she wanted was her to be happy.

Putting myself in his shoes.

Some parts sound very unfair. But very real. They sound very wrong. But very familiar.

I know i've been unfair and i know i've done you wrong. But i'm really sorry for not fulfilling the promises and thank you for all the wonderful memories. You've been a wonderful chapter in my life but some things really won't work out.

Its been a long entry..

Sincerely hope that you can and will move on in life, good luck and best wishes and may we still be friends..

2005-08-30T18:57:00.000+08:00

Don't know what's the matter with me these days.

Just getting quite intolerant. Perhaps its the inhumane workload thats killing everyone's braincells and slashing our sleeping time. They never get it- Don't squish them all together! But ohwell, thats the way it has to be since the end of the term's when we know the subjs best. But it is still stupid.

Yesterday was a very emotional (sad) day for everyone in general. Well.. there was IH essay which sucked (nvm shan't go into it), Maths lesson was pretty bad too, super blur. Sighh.. Then had to slap myself to be awake after trng to finish studying the Ih test, which was bad too, and the BLOODY COW 1105 which everyone about got the same marks, not that that was not good but kinda dumb.

Just sucks la. After finishing one major assignment, u look at the to-do list and realise that just 30% of the 140% done, like haha, nice one. DAMN SIAN CANNNN.

Sigh. But that's the fate of everyone.. so.. yeah. We're not alone.

Nvm, hols coming soon. I wanna sleep and u all wake up when October ends kays? Thanks. =/

2005-08-19T22:36:00.000+08:00

Since entering IP, I've realised that the amount of time spent on transport has INCREASED quite alot. Well.. for one, I've been zooming in and out of Bishan for the past month or so, noting that Bishan is supposedly 42+4=46 mins from Lakeside, and thats just the time taken for the train. Therefore, i spend my time wisely and usually sleep.. and miss my stop, waking up only at Boonlay by strangers who goes, "Oi, wake up."

154s have also taken over last year's 98s as the bus that i pray that do not leave just when i reach the bus stop, as it sometimes does, leaving me sitting at the bench for another 20 minutes looking like a total idiot. And after i board the WTBC bus, i sleep.. for 45 mins.

Note that i sleep incessantly on public transport.

Anyway, that reminds me of the time when i saw this incident which was ^%!@#^$&!@^&%#!%#&... well you decide.

As i was early for the steamboat at marina on nat' day eve, i sat down outside the gate and played with my phone. There was a mother and a daughter beside me and older female was reading a book while the 9-10 year old girl was 'skating' around with her no-friction shoes. After going to and fro for countless times, the girl stopped, cause obviously she was tired. While she was cooling down and resting her glam mom asked her to go ask the lady at the info counter what time the train stops operation that day. So the girl zoomed to counter and the lady pointed towards my direction. The girl thought it was the board above me and zoomed and checked and told her mom '10!'. The mom's faced chnged.

Mom: 'No. It cannot be. Today is a special day. It cannot be so early. GO check again."

Girl: *Shakes head*

Mom(tone getting stronger): Why not! I'm telling you to go. Today is a special day! The trains SHOULD operate until quite late today!

Girl: *Shakes head violently*

Mom (Um.. quite red-faced): GO NOW. GO CHECK NOW.

The girl's eyes brimmed with tears and she went to check. The lady had pointed wrongly and it was 2.15.

The girl came back and murmured, " 2.10, err no 2.15" (probably cause she was still scared of her mom)

Mom: 2.10 or 2.15?! How can you be unsure about things? IF you yourself are unsure how are u gonna convince OTHERS? how do you expect others to trust you? How can you be so irresponsible! Go check again!"

After she went to check again and confirmed it was 2.15, the mom told her in quite a matter to fact tone, " I'm not trying to scold u (i'm sure, very sure indeed), but you have to know what you are doing if not how do you want people to believe you?! And how can you be so unsure? and why didnt you want to ask again?

Girl: But i asked again what and i asked twice leh.

Mom: GOOD. VERY GOOD. KEEP IT UP.

Lamers of the world unite. -.-'''

2005-06-16T21:56:00.000+08:00

Food for thought

Love draws lines between us like an astronomer plotting a constellation from stars, joining points into patterns that have no basis in nature. The butt of every triangle becomes the heart of another until the roof of reality is a tessellation of love affairs. Taken together, they have the pattern of netting; and behind them, I think is Love, Love is the only perfect fisherman, the one who casts the broadest net, which no fish can escape. His reward is to sit alone in the tavern of life, forever a boy among men, hoping someday to tell stories about the one that got away.

-The Rule of Four

F it.

2005-05-21T20:30:00.000+08:00

Assessment week just ended ytd. Initially, i thought math was easy and getting A+ no problem la.. Had around 15 mins to check. Went through checking smiling and thinking yep no prob. COMPLACENT.

THAT'S JUST SO TYPICAL OF YOU KENNETH.

Missed out one question, screwed up another and perhaps more to come. LET THE GRADES FLUCTUATE LOR. SEE IF I GIVE A HOOT ABT IT.

Screwed up chinese and math as well. And most probably bio and chem and matter to light.

I do not see the point in studying and screwing up tests. I could screw up tests without studying.

Seriously hoped and expected better from math. Den.. disappointing and frustrating. Why do i keep screwing tests. Sickening trend.

This is not even about my gpa anymore. Its just stupid that i hafta screw up all my tests cause of carelessness, stupidity in its most stupid form.

I HATE MATH. DAMMIT.

post mortem disorder.

2005-04-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i wonder, really wonder, whether my opinion is really bias or just plain factual.

Soccer training was great today.. MORAL BOOSTING MATCH! Woo~ Felt damn elated after training..

That was until something happened.

Seriously, its just too much. Yes i can pretend i didnt hear anything. But there's a limit la. Dun force it. One thing that really shows who the person really is is through the person's attitude. If the person's attitude is gd, the person is gd. If the person's attitude is not gd, the person is not gd. And when a person's attitude is &!@%&%&%$!@^#, well..

Anw, benny asked if i let my emotions overcome me too often.. yeah true. But sometimes.. you just know u hafta let let it out. If u keep it inside, it will be like a self deetonator.

I'd rather be detested den keep everything inside me and explode like the next time sumthing small happens.

Short entry- its best this way

New Resolution!

2005-04-12T18:34:00.000+08:00

These few days kns la. Log can actually get 2/13. What the hell.

Anyways, for the next trigo test, I MUST MUST MUST MUST get good results. MUST. FOR MYSELF. KENNETH GAMBATE! NO MORE GB! NO MORE! GOGOGO! JIAYOU! ALL THE WAY!

This applies for other modules too.

JIAYOU AR!

TOOTEST INVADESS (episode #2)

2005-03-13T19:18:00.000+08:00

heyyyyyyyy!! TOOTER!!!!!!! hahhaha

MI sucks

i dun wanna take KI for a's..

*groans* are u gonna hate me for spamming ur blog with my trash?

ahhhhhhhhh.. im stuck with nelly's over n over agn.. tt song is like how damn nice.. ahhhhhh!! SCREAMS- NELLY ROCKSSSS!

okok.. i shall stop here.. im stuck.. ((:

*tootest jumps off*

boooo!

2005-03-06T18:26:00.000+08:00

yayyyyy!! im here.. CRAPPING CRAPPING CRAPPING!!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. tooter!! do u see this!! yayyy!!!

tootest invades-

crapping crapping crapping
spamming spamming spamming
rubbishing rubbishing rubbishing
trashing trashing trashing
anyhowing anyhowing anyhowing
typing typing typing..

man.. im bored.. TOOTER!! this is wad U get for laughing at me trip over da grandstand steps while smsing and walking at the same time.. BOOOOOOOO!!! hahahhaa..

oh did i mention.. tooter has this permanently STUNNED look on his face.. hahahhaha.. no.. tts wad my fren said.. i shall change it to .. permanently stunned + spasticated + constipated + diao look on his face.. hahahha.. wheeeeeeeeeeee I ROCK!!!

tootest invades- (x2)

and yah.. MANS AND IDEAS SUCKS!!!!!!! lets petition against it!!! WHO WANTS MANS N IDEAS TO BE TAKEN OFF OUR SUBJ LIST!!! ME ME ME ME!!! i dun understand wad da H*LL they want la.. errrr.. shant be too vulgar on someone else's blog..

byeeeeee!! God bless all..

*tootest signing off* ((:

V Day '05

2005-02-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

Lolz.. Today's V Day! Happy Valentines Day to all the couples out there and especially to all the no daters, like me! Dun worry, being single is all just a sign that no one has found the gem in you! And dun be such a despo and go around picking ppl just for the sake of getting attached, cause you're, we're all worth waiting for!

And for those who have dates, go and die.

lolz. jk. must care bout your loved ones!

Yawns.

Hmmm.. nth much le.. blog till here.. write again when i'm bored!

Fun fun day!

2005-01-22T20:10:00.000+08:00

It's been VERY VERY long since i last updated.. Decided to Da Sao Chu since i stuck at math.. Heh.

20 Jan 05

Decided to return to CSS cause today release at 12.30.. muahahahaha.. Den called WenJian cause i had this gut feeling that he was going back too.. not bad.. we have telepathy.. lOl.. Den.. i took the wrong bus.. 176.. den ended up at Hillview there.. tmd damn shyt.. cant believe still can take wrong bus after 2 years.. haha.. Went back at arnd 3.. Den saw so many ppl.. haha.. so many ppl chng hairstyles.. haha.. like my mummy.. so funky now..haha.. Then went to play basketball.. Played against all-star team.. Got thrashed like.. thrash. Then we went home le..

21 Jan 05

Met at arnd 7.30 today.. We advanced to Yi Chuan's basketball court there.. haha.. Was very fun.. Played alot of games.. Den we went to Yi Chuan's house to change.. Tried his hairspray.. lol.. too bad didnt stay long.. though yi chuan hair was very nice.. haha..

Went to Lot 1 at arnd 12.30 liddat.. Had lunch at LJS with Xiao Hui, Cheng Siang (Both came late), Wenjian, Xavier, PT, QY, Joan, Benny, Yi Chuan and Davin.. Haha.. After which we went to Joan's house to watch some VCDs.. Resident Evil: Apocalypse and Dodgeball.. N16 and M18 respectively.. hahaha..

Den we palyed Mafia, Detective and number game.. haha.. number game was the most fun.. cause needa do truth or dare..

Went at arnd 7 to makan at the foodcourt.. den yingzi and Kat joined us after working at Mac.. I'm loving it..

Liverpool 2-0 down now. Sigh.

Busy busy hols..

2004-12-29T16:18:00.000+08:00

HEYOH! Lol.. My blog's kinda dusty.. so I've come to dust it.. Lol.. Been so long since i last blogged.. too tired.. =P

Been very busy.. had socccer training almost everyday.. den everytime ended up sleeping in da bus.. hope i didnt SNORE.. but training was FUN!

Oh yar! Good, Great, Wonderful news! Liverpool on winning streak! 3 wins in a row! Yea man! Reds, rock on! =D Dun think gonna do report on game for a while le.. Wait till really got damn gd game den i report.. But the game against WBA was damn gd.. Haha.. boring some ppl le..

Miss 2/6.. Hmmm.. Miss the guys talking dirty.. and laughing it in front of da girls.. with the girls laughing too. Lol.. Miss Benny.. for smacking my ass.. miss wenjian for talking cock.. miss my mummy.. for.. being my mummy.. miss my bubbles.. lol.. miss badminton.. sigh.. everytime walk in sports hall den will think of the guys.. haha.. ehh.. miss everyone la.. haha.. okay.. shall stop here le..

All the best 2/6erz! And may we always remember our special time together!

Liverpool 3 - Olympiakos 1

2004-12-10T08:51:00.000+08:00

With Liverpool still in the third of Group A, they needed a 1-0 win over Olympiakos or win by a 2 goal deficit to be in the Champions League knockout phase. If not, they would have to await the result in the other group game and pray that Deportivo could steal a win against Monaco to ensure Knockout stage qualification. Olympiakos on the other hand had to at least grab a draw to go through. With much at stake for both teams, neither could let up against their opponent.

Much so for Liverpool, whose captain and gem of Liverpool, Steven Gerrard has warned the club of at least silverware this season and Champions league qualification or else, he's out for a bigger and fatter paycheck elsewhere. More likely in Roman's own collection.

And the game displayed all the hunger that the players had wanted.

The warnings were there much early in the game. Baros found the net just 2 minutes after the whistle had blown, just to be disallowed by the ref for a foul on the defender.

In the 21 minute, Alonso's free kick found the heels of Gerrard who brilliantly flicked it with a wonderful piece of technique and sent the ball home, just to be stopped by the woodwork. Close shave for Olympiakos.

1-0. In the 26 minute, Olympiakos had a free kick after skipper Hyypia tripepd Rivaldo just outside the area. Rivaldo did not disappoint as he sent a curler through the porous wall, leaving Kirkland failing his arms in the air. Liverpool to blame for their disintegrated wall.

So with Liverpool down 1-0 at half time, it seemed an almost uphill and impossible task to get through and they heard that Monaco were leading in the other game. It was time for Benitez to showcase his master stroke. On went Florent Sinama Pongolle, whose contribution to the game was immediate.

1-1. Hyypia sent a long ball to Kewell on the left flank with brilliant control and went past the rooted defender and sent an accurate and perfectly weighted pass oast the face of goal, leaving Sinama Pongolle with a rather simple tap in. Good movement in the play and a lifeline for Liverpool.

A counter attack sees Carragher sending a long ball to Baros who heads it down to the path of Gerrard. With a brilliant piece of skill he volleyst he ball from way outside the area, the ball slipping past Greece keeper Nikopolidis and into the net. But once again the goal is disallowed for a foul by Baros on the defender. Wasted chance.

Mellor comes on in in the 77 minute. Things change from here. Liverpool gain possesion of theb all easily and the morale of the squad shoots way high. While Olympiakos, on the other hand, was losing its morale as fast as their coach was losing his temper.

The response from the super subs could be seen once more immediately as a free kick was given to Liverpool in the 80 minute.

2-1. Alonso takes the freekick and sends a dangerous ball into the area. A clearance from the box falls to Carragher who was impended by a charging defender. The crowd goes wild for claims of a penalty but out comes the cool headed hero, who plays till the whistle, which never came, and sends a cross back into the box and Nunez almost heads it home, only to be stopped by NIkopolidis' fumbling hands. The loose ball was charged down with great tenacity by Mellor. Great hunger by Liverpool. Is the side finally maturing under the hands of Benitez?

With so little time left, could Liverpool stage the comeback of a century?

3-1. In the 86 minute, Liverpool starts the move and goal of the match. Carragher receives a ball from defence and crosses to Mellor who heads it to the path of the fired up Gerrard. With a whack of his right leg from outside the area, he sends the Kop wild and the Olympiakos fans stunned and shocked. Nikopolidis had no chance at all. What a rocket.

With the final whistle blown, the Kop goes wild once more, carrying with them hope and life in their Champions league dream. A brilliant game won. Could Gerrard stay on? Could they win silverware this season? Has the team really matured? Well, all clues point to a yes in my cards.

Sian. Sighhhhhh..

2004-11-30T20:10:00.000+08:00

Sucks man.. Though its only for a day, but it totally sucks.. Very hard to get used to it. Life without gunbound. Can't get outta house. Can only study. Can only watch TV. Can only eat, sleep, eat, sleep.. ARGH! I DON'T LIKE THIS.

Today tried to download Maple Story cause direct orders from above clearly specified no downloading of gunbound or ka cha! No financial support. Actually tried to download the freaking big file 4 times.. But to no avail. Thought it was cause of connection or cause simply it was fate. Then, my Dad told me its cause i was limited and couldn't install anything. The feeling.. Crap.

Sian liao la. Stuck with msn messenger. But never mind! I have such GOOD friends like BENNY TAN JIA SHENG AND WONG WEN JIAN. [This is cool man.] They had to remind me that i was without liability to play and they were so carefree. Yawn. So sad guys.

Anyway, there's gonna be a chalet tomorrow.. Woohoo!~ But no bbq.. So it's kinda boring. But never mind la.. Have good frenz round me can liao.. Will be very happy liao.. =)

Liverpool 2 - Arsenal 1 [ 29 Nov 2004 ]

2004-11-30T14:33:00.000+08:00

Perfect perfect perfect. What else can be used to describe the stunning atmosphere and heated braul and battle of the 2 titans in English soccer just early this morning (Singapore time)? The statistics for both teams were even. Liverpool were faced with a mammoth task of coping with their essay-long injury list, while Arsenal on the other hand, seemed to have lost their aura that they have held on for so long but wrecked by the devils.

Liverpool started their line up with expected players but an unexpected and unfamiliar tactic that Rafael Benitez had taken with a 4-5-1 formation. Playing Neil Mellor up front alone, Sinama was sent to to the left for flank work.

All through out the match, Arsenal never seemed too dangerous, with the Reds being the more lively team. The Reds were seen as a more mature team than Arsenal, and their tenacity and hunger to grab their points in the game was evident for all to see.

And they almost snatched one when Kewell's header was saved by Lehmann.

And with such determination and style, were they rewarded with an extraordinary and absolutely splendid goal when Alonso blasted the ball into the top right hand corner of the goal. Receiving a ball from midfield, Finnan sent a long one to Kewell on the left and the Aussie headed the ball nicely into the path of captain Steven Gerrard. Neil Mellor played the decoy and Gerrard sent the ball to Alonso and he did not disappoint with a sweet and beautiful finish. The goal was what all soccer fans, coaches and players thought they could only dream about. A sweet and stunning move all round.

While the Reds were still in rejoiceful mood, Arsenal stood their ground and made the Reds know was boss when Vierra found Henry just outside the box who gives it to Pires, and the Gunner gives it to the charging Vierra who executes a brilliant chip over the the Liverpool keeper, Kirkland. Kadus to Arsenal for their stylish soccer and briliant teamwork that was hardly found in the entire game.

In the 81 minute, Arsenal could have gone ahead when Henry was found in the box. However, the Frenchman had one touch too many. A wasted opportunity.

But the goal that sparked and shocked the whole of Anfield was in the dying minutes of extra time. Kirkland sent a long ball into the Arsenal area finding Kewell, who was marked by Toure and Campbell. The ball bounced off the trio and landed into youngster Neil Mellor's path. With over a million eyes on him, either on Tv or on the stadium itself, he volleys the loose ball which curls deftly into the left post of the Arsenal goal, leaving Lehmann diving for the air. Great technique and beautiful bend on the inside of the ball. That goal would leave the youngster many sleepless nights indeed.

Arsenal paid an expensive price for being too stylish even on a bad day. While on the other hand, Liverpool's manager Rafael benitez's salute to his team summed up the entire match. The match where the Reds shone over the Gunners.

First Entry

2004-11-24T13:34:00.000+08:00

Hey Reds fans out there! This blog will solely be devoted to commentaries by me on every (I hope) Liverpool match out there! So catch out for my news! =)